Hi Steve, thank you for reading and reaching out. I re-read your message many times and I could only imagine what you must be going through right now. I don’t know where you’re in the world but I hope you’re safe. There are people who care about you — even a stranger like me reading your words cares about you. Please come to someone who can comfort you — be it a personal or professional contact. It’s a hard time so be easy on yourself. I send you good thoughts.